Tang ina, naiinis ako, gusto ko umiyak. Lahat na lang inasa sakin sa thesis, Intro, Statement of the prob, hanggang significance  Pati RRL sinimulan ko na din, pati methodology sinimulan ko na din. Tang ina, spoon feeding? Grabe lang. Tapos nung gagawa sila ng RRL puro copy-paste, pati methodology copy-paste. Tang ina. Ano ba. Tas nung sinabihan ko siya ng “Batang copy paste ka talaga eh no” nagalit sakin. Eh ano pa kaya nararamdaman ko sa kanila di ba, halos ako na lahat gumawa ng thesis NAMIN. Naiiyak ako sa inis, grabe lang talaga. Mga tao ngayon. Ewan ko ba.

Brb still enjoying my birthday

Really? Mensies one (and a half…?) days before my birthday? I hate being a girl sometimes.

Hate it. No. Loathe it. Hooray for PMS, I’m so excited… not.

What if someone you haven’t talked to in weeks, months, or years randomly texts you, and you’re like, what the hell made you think about me?

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You almost (or already, rather) have everything in your damn life but then, you still want something bigger? And you hate your mother for giving you embarrassment and for not granting you what you want? Bullshit. Spoiled fucking brat. Good thing we’re not that close anymore or I’ll bitch slap you to pieces. Ugh. Smh.

I saw Coco Martin (Erich and Neil Coleta, too, but Coco’s the highlight this day, so, yeap. Hahah!!) in Dangwa this afternoon. Grabe, he’s so fine. Lol. Ang gwapo niya, and Erich? She’s pretty. So, we were there in Dangwa because we (Marlou, Rach, and Red) were assigned in the flower arrangement for the function and awards night at school. Kung sinuswerte ka nga naman oh, hahaha. They were shooting a scene there (obviously) I just don’t know what show or movie eh. Halos isang street yung sakop ng set. Red asked one crewman if we can go inside the barricade so we can buy the flowers we needed, and the crewman said yes. (Yipeee! Lucky bitches!) So yun, pumunta kami sa isang flower shop, nagulat kami nandun naka-upo si Erich, with one leg up, nakapatong sa monobloc. She smiled at us, then continued texting. We were THIS close on having a picture with her but, ugh, nakakahiya kasi i-approach, and it kinda looks cheap. Lol. Almost 10 minutes kaming nandun sa shop nay un, pero wala eh, sayang, lol, pero katapat namin si Coco kaya okay lang, heaven grabe! HAHAHAHA. Tapos ang daming nagtatanong na crew if talent ba daw ako, sayang, dapat sinabi ko oo para may pera ako hahahaha joke. Umalis kami sa shop na malapit sa set (pero same street pa din so medyo kita pa rin namin sila) kasi need pa namin ng ibang flowers na wala dun sa shop na yun. We were watching them na lang from afar, after ng take, sa ibang street naman sila mag-shoot, sa kabilang street. Inayos yung mga props. Eh sakto dun din kami pupunta sa street na yun. Naglakad kami pabalik tapos nag-stop kami sa katapat na shop na tinambayan ni Erich, kasi may bibilihin kami dun na flowers. Tapos yung isang crew man sumigaw ng “Nahulog na ang puso ko!” then Rach was looking at me, the vendor, and the other crew of the set as well. Like what the actual fuck, I’m not kidding. And I looked at the guy who said that and he was staring at me, like ew. Then Rach said, “Uy akitin mo para maging artista tayo” AHAHAHHAHAAH. Tapos nung paalis na kami nadaanan naming yung guy then he was stuttering. He was like “Mi-Miss, P-pwede” something like that, di ko na narinig. Then we took off, we headed back to school. Love this day, until I found out my earphones are missing. Shit, right? Lol.

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Ayun, nakapag-Tumblr ulit. Last night, January 17, nag-overnight ulit ako, with my superfriends sa Merville. Pagdating dun, wala pa si Mama Gloria, AC at si baby. HAHAHAHHAHA Baby, his name’s Charles though. So yun, kain then naligo muna kaming tatlo nila M and R. Before nun, yung damit ko nasa room ni Abby. Eh di yan, naligo na kami, pagkatapos namin maligo, shit lang yung damit ko nasa room ni baby. Hahahaha landi? It was my first time to be in a guy’s room, my baby Jake’s room, hahahah loljk. Merong TV, mga barbel nya, his deo (lol), his meds (or supplements, idk), shoes nya, from Aldo and Topman. Wow lang. After magbihis, bumababa na kami sa guest’s room. At nakasalubong ko si baby. Hahahaha. After si AC, then si Mama Gloria na yung pumasok. Tapos yun nag-start na kami gumawa ng fondant cake namin. Too bad my baby ate his dinner in his room, hindi sa dining, so sad. Pero bumaba siya para ibigay yung kinainan nya dun sa mga helper, shucks, I want to hug him HAHAHAHAHAH.

Anyway, mga 8:30PM kami nag-start then mga past 12MN nagpa-deliver kami sa Yellow Cab ng 18” pizzzza. Yummm. After nun, nanood kami ng The rite pero hindi na nila tinapos kasi natatakot sila, so yun, past 3AM na still working pa din kami sa pag-knead ng fondant icing. Ako unang nakatulog, sa sofa, sana binuhat ako ni baby sa room pero hindi eh, baka busy, hahaha! 6AM nagising na kami para bumalik sa dorm, then si Abby and R para pumasok sa laboratory class nila sa Gourmet.

Kapagod na araw pero super happy.

More days like these, pleaaase.

P.S. Well I was thinking of staying another night sa Merville this Monday, balik ko Tuesday na, University Week na, para lang makita ko si baby. Lol.

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